Sunday, July 27, 2008

Truths

1. I am unsympathetic.
2. I am a jealous person.
3. I do not trust ANYONE.
4. I worry about EVERYTHING.
5. I lack self confidence and overcompensate for it with attitude.
6. I get irritate waaaaay too easily.
7. I nag.
8. I am RUDE.
9. I like porn.
10. I am needy.
11. I want a boyfriend.
12. I'm hard to get along with.
13. I'm good in bed.
14. I have bad luck and bad taste in men.

Sometimes when I'm talking online I realize how irritated I am. I realize how unhappy I am talking to the people I talk to. I think to myself, damn can't I do better? Am I one of those people that other people make fun of for not having an offline life? I think I am.
This weekend I actually felt like I had a life. I was out doing things all day and I was smiling and laughing. Am I really going to be able to get off this damaging quest to find a man who is what everyone else views as perfect?

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